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December 7, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /   ,

Sentence first- verdict afterwards

Sentence first- verdict afterwards

Reverb Day 7 I am in such a holding pattern, I don’t know what I am the verdict of. Still here. Still trying to move forward but not lose touch with with the love, hearings and endings I’ve found from moving back home. It is a good place in many ways and I’ve crossed over […]

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December 6, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /   ,

Unweaving

Unweaving

Reverb Day 6 Looking at the thoughts and patterns that may be holding you back from living the life you want, trace back through the generations of your family and see if your beliefs originated generations ago. In 2016, how can you bring healing to these patterns of thought that are holding you back? There […]

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December 5, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /   ,

Behind Blue Eyes

Behind Blue Eyes

Reverb Day 5 Supposed to show a picture of myself on this one. I hate having my picture taken. I have a round head, an overbite and not much of a chin. I’m seeing wrinkles and I pick at my cuticles. I have finally outgrown the scare cut of a year ago August, thanks to […]

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December 4, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /   ,

A Hollow Show

A Hollow Show

Reverb Day 4 There are ways to feel better when I’m just keeping my head above water. Unfortunately those are the hardest things to do when you find yourself in the middle of the ocean.   Living in a house you might need to show at any time is very tiring. Having people you don’t […]

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December 3, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /   ,

Lonesome, talking to the moon

Lonesome, talking to the moon

Reverb Day 3 I haven’t spend much time outside at night. Not this summer, with all the rain, not recently in the fall. I used to do this every weekend at least for a bit. What changed? Some friends moved away. I liked to sit on our patio with them and drink wine and smoke […]

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December 2, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /   ,

Stuff Happens

Stuff Happens

Reverb Day 2 I’m a little behind, that is no surprise. So much stuff going on. Trying to maintain a semblance of a real life while selling a house is not the easiest thing to do. We’ve purged and changed  and rearranged. We clean every single day.  But it is so important that Bean have […]

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December 1, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /   , ,

Lists like prayers

Lists like prayers

Reverb Day 1 Oh I never managed to do August moon. I wanted to, but there were some crazy things going on then. Serious jaw pain–like I hadn’t ever experienced before that made me miss work and actually cry for days. And I couldn’t take Ibuprophen at night because of another medication I was taking. […]

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November 24, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /  

Gratitude for Catitude

Gratitude for Catitude

Really crazy cat lady (and cat gentleman and cat daughter)

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November 23, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /   ,

Trying some  Gratitude

Trying some Gratitude

It helps to be grateful.

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November 12, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /  

That’s the way it goes, it goes that way

That’s the way it goes, it goes that way

But this is the way it goes….work, clean,Bean,cats,netflix, sleep.

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July 21, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /  

It’s raining again

It’s raining again

The Scientist Come up to meet you Tell you I’m sorry You don’t know how lovely you are I had to find you Tell you I need you Tell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets And ask me your questions Oh let’s go back to the start Running in circles; coming up […]

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July 9, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /   , ,

A Gift from the Universe

A Gift from the Universe

I was given one today. As we try to/prepare to/hope to move to Oregon (when this house sells) I’ve had things on my mind that give me pause. I am estranged from my family.  This has happened several times through out my life. I’m not sure this one will be resolved. My mother is..getting older. […]

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June 11, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /  

Can’t talk about it

Can’t talk about it

Sometimes you just let someone else’s music speak for you.  (Thank you Abney Park)     Why do the things we love Torture us more than the things The things we can do without? I can’t do without The things that you do to me But why d’you do the things The things that you […]

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May 20, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /  

A teen but not like that

A teen but not like that

You know what is needed? Clothes for young girls…tweens and teens, who are tall but are NOT juniors. They are NOT 16, or 17. They don’t need spaghetti straps and low cut tank tops and up your butt shorts. They need a slightly more grown up version of size 14-16 clothes or a slightly younger […]

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May 19, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /  

PushMe PullYou

PushMe PullYou

And so we may be here for another ..year? More? The start to the process didn’t go well so we are looking at all our options. I do know I am winding down what I can learn at my present position and likely need to look for something more challenging . Part time has been helpful this […]

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April 25, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /   ,

Sweet Bean you are 13

Sweet Bean you are 13

At some point this week our wonderful girl is going to turn 13. 13. I never understood when grownups said that time actually moves so fast since the time between 2:45 and 3:00 pm seemed to take hours.  But looking through her baby pictures and home movies I feel like the last 13 years have […]

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April 17, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /   ,

Want, wish, make

Want, wish, make

Hey aren’t you supposed to keep your wishes secret or they won’t come true? No matter, I have a few and I’ll think of this as manifesting instead. And asking the universe and/or the powers that be to send some of these good things my way (all the while working toward them). Ok, first off […]

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April 16, 2015   /   by Jyllian M   /   ,

lucky rocketship underpants

lucky rocketship underpants

April Moon, Day 14. When I started thinking about this one, I felt like I couldn’t do it. Somedays, as Calvin said to Hobbes, even my lucky rocketship underpants don’t help. The last few years have been hard. I keep a good face in public but that is about as far as it goes.I know others […]

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