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“The human heart is like a ship on a stormy sea driven about by winds blowing from all four corners of heaven.” Martin Luther King

  Is it me I’m mad at or am I just feeling angry in general? I have this thing I do sometimes that used to be great, used to be lots of fun and really wonderful and exciting and creative. But now it isn’t. Now it makes me feel guilty.  Now it doesn’t work anymore or mostly. And it hasn’t… (more…)

Protected: Anger is a short madness. Horace

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I was thinking of how you broke my heart

We took a walk.     The things you told me were like the things I told you.   But then that gift and truth for me were not the same not for you. Did you lie because of love or expediency?   What was your small lie lived forever in my heart and body

And Memories Fade

Sometimes there are moments there are songs. Things that make you feel  something. And  you hear a song. It’s odd how much that song encapsulates everything that you were and everything that you are in your secret heart. I got together with two friends that hadn’t seen each other in over 20 years and friends that are like family all… (more…)

“If I were to wish for anything, I should not wish for wealth and power, but for the passionate sense of potential — for the eye which, ever young and ardent, sees the possible. Pleasure disappoints; possibility never.” Kierkegaard

OH damn. Damn damn damn.  This is the wish. I wish I felt like I did during college or grad school, or perhaps even my first job, when I just knew I was marking time until it got good. And it did, get good that is.  I had some amazing adventures, such adventures, in dark rooms some with things that… (more…)

So let it be written

Well I did it. Finished one thing   And quit the M.A.T. I started off this month joking, somewhat. kind of about ‘seeing how many times I wanted to quit.” Since I felt like the program was just too much. I didn’t understand how you could give everything the school work needed and everything your students needed and still have… (more…)

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