Monthly Archives: December 2008

Nonexistant

I know I lived here. I know I had these friends and experiences. I have them all locked in my head. I remember some very very clearly. But there are very few pictures. There are many pictures of my friends, some of them I took, but very few of me. This makes me sad. When I moved to SF I… (more…)

Stars: Heart

Time can take its toll on the best of us Look at you, you’re growing old so young Traffic lights blink at you in the evening You tilt your head and turn it to the sun Sometimes the TV is like a lover Singing softly as you fall asleep You wake up in the morning and it’s still there Adding… (more…)

what isn’t and will not be

Everyone is pregnant. Every blog that I read about miscarriage and infertility–they have either 1)recently had a baby or babies 2) are pregnant 3) about to give birth. I stay away from LJ right now too because there are new pregnancies and babies on my list. I am happy for them, but oh, I am angry too. Why them and… (more…)

  • You are the Music While the Music Lasts