Category Archives: Angst

This wretched brain gave way, and I became a wreck at random driven, without one glimpse of reason or heaven. Thomas More

Ah where do I start, first…how about Hello. Yes I fell off the planet again. I do that here’s why. I’ve forgotten how to say things without censoring every other word. I can’t talk about politics because I’ll offend a friend. I can’t vent about certain parts of my life because it’s impolitic. Other things just sound paranoid, heh. I’m… (more…)

“The human heart is like a ship on a stormy sea driven about by winds blowing from all four corners of heaven.” Martin Luther King

  Is it me I’m mad at or am I just feeling angry in general? I have this thing I do sometimes that used to be great, used to be lots of fun and really wonderful and exciting and creative. But now it isn’t. Now it makes me feel guilty.  Now it doesn’t work anymore or mostly. And it hasn’t… (more…)

Children, dear and loving children, can alone console a woman for the loss of her beauty. Honore De Balzac

As I approach what is most certainly going to be bad news tomorrow, news I’ve been expecting, news I knew was coming, news that comes to every woman sooner or later. It was supposed to be later quite a few years later.  Also we were supposed to have a second kid…. I’m working on the Bean’s website that Dreamhost trashed… (more…)

Life is an onion and one peels it crying ~French Proverb

This year I’m doing something different. I’m not sure if it is because I “failed’ at #Octpowrimo. By failed I mean I had a choice between being able to do things with my family and keep track of my commitments (which I still didn’t manage all of them) deal with some intense and scary news, celebrate Halloween and our 12… (more…)

For in every adult there dwells the child that was, and in every child there lies the adult that will be.

― John Connolly, The Book of Lost Things Tonight my sweet little girl (who is not having the easiest start to the school year but better than last year), my darling child said: “Mommy, this might be kind of random, but I need to ask you something,” I said, “sure Bean, what is it?” She said,  ”Well, is there really… (more…)

Come to the edge, he said. They said: We are afraid.

Come to the edge he said. They came. He pushed them and they flew. ~Guillaume Apollinaire   i will not live a life of what ifs. I will not wait any longer to begin, to begin again and begin again and again. I will be afraid, but I will come to the edge and fly and fly or fall. And… (more…)

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